Stuart Barker

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🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle My Superman. xx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle We love you, daddy in the stars.

We miss you. xx

We miss you so very much. xxx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle Julian drew his first picture of you today. It was so beautiful. He ran to stick it on the fridge and made sure I put his full name in the corner. I can't bear that you're missing all of this. I love you. xxx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle The last month has been huge. Julian's operation went okay. He struggled in the hospital but has cheered up since being home. It was hard watching all the other families (even broken ones) visiting their kids. Nobody came to see us during visiting hours, bar Mum. It made me realise just how on our own we are now. I'm l...more

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower I love you, my darling man. xxx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle Hard month, Honey. Barely got through the wedding anniversary. I miss you terribly and I love you always.

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle Twelve months today. Everything hurts. We love and miss you so much, honey. xxx

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower I love you. xx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle We miss you, honey. xx

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower I love you, my darling man. xx Julian is doing a bit better in childcare now, which is good. He told me the other week that our hearts aren't broken anymore. I'm not sure this is true, but we are trying to make a good life here. We eat a lot and cry a lot and get through the minutes as best we can. Julian often says h...more

I've started the garden. Struggling to finish the house. For a long time I wanted to get it just right, now I'm out of steam. I guess it will be done eventually. I miss you terribly and love you very much. My heart. xx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle So many things I want to talk to you about... I love you, my darling man. So much.

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle Please know I'm trying and I love you. You are so missed. xxx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle A rough couple of weeks here but we're trying. I love you so much, my darling man. I don't know how I'm supposed to do any of this without you.

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower Another lonely Saturday night without you. :( I miss you so much, honey. xx

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle So much going on here and all I can think about is sharing it with you. I wish you were here. I'm submitting again. Not writing every day though. I don't have the time. The moose has needed a lot of attention recently. He had his birthday. It was a mess but Julian had fun. I hope you know how much we all love and miss ...more

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle Remembered something from our past. There are so many memories that are just ours, that I can't talk to anyone about. I love you, my darling man. You are so missed here. xx

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower Found some more videos with your voice in the background. Julian is loving them. He's sleeping on his own now. It's pretty cute how he heads off to his room. If you were here, we'd finally have our bed back! I miss you so much, my love. xxx

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower I love you, you know ...

🕯 Belinda Woods lit a candle I miss you. xx

🌷 Belinda Woods gave a flower Baby, I'm trying. xx