🕯 troy&carmel leary lit a candle Thinking of you everyday and wishing I could hold your hand one more time xoxo

To work and I'm going to need you. I hope you will be there. Sometimes I think you are around but then I'm not sure. I need you to help me be a better Mum. This pain, it's unbearable Mum. I wish I could talk to you, hug u, I miss u I love u chooky xx

You call me chooky one more time. I live everyday surrounded by your things and inside it is wearing me down. I cry for my girls not having a Nanna. They will never know how great you are. I'm suffocating under this blanket of grief. It's not going

The last words you said to me. It broke me to say goodbye to you. On the inside i was begging you not to leave me. You were my best friend Mum. I am so so lonely and lost without you. I know you wouldn't want me to feel this way. I just need to hear